Icing Smear

 

    It’s been almost two years since I worked that job and the transition was tiring but rewarding.  I moved to Louisville, got a job playing in icing, and started taking culinary classes.  My new home is in a busy city full of creative people and places.  Everyday I go to work looking forward to what I do, and each class I take is a blessing.  Every day I get to work hard bringing happiness to people and expressing myself.  I get to be a part of hundreds of birthdays and weddings, and I love knowing I helped make someone’s day special.  I felt like I'd grown a lot as a person and even more as a cake artist.  But, I know that no good cake decorator goes without being judged.  And, while I couldn't have a team of judges rate my cakes on a network, I could find something a bit more in my league. 

    The Kentucky State Fair started in 1816 and people from around the state have been judged on everything from cattle to doilies.  I'd been there just a year before and seen the culinary wing.  It held a variety of cakes, but the ribbon holders were amazing.  Breathtaking cakes from people with talent, patience, and skill.  I wanted to enter a cake of my own, but I was frightened.  I couldn't help but imagine standing and looking at my cake in the shiny glass case and overhearing someone next to me chuckle, "What were they thinking?'.  After much debate with myself, I decided that I would give it a try and enter a cake. 

    I spent several late nights working in my fine Corneille lace, panting on silver luster, and teaching myself gum paste.  When I finally finished my cake I was so proud that I got dressed up to go turn it in.  But, the two minute car ride felt like two hours and by the time the car was parked I was sweating and my confidence was gone.  Now, I could see every mistake I made on the cake and could already hear them laughing me out of the building.  The long line to the entry table was no help either; we were all checking out the competition.  But, between the back of the line and the front I made a couple friends and we all complemented each others work.  My emotional bungee jump was almost over, I was next up and I thought how thankful I was that all I had to do was hand over this cake ...  how wrong I was.